| it's been a nice run...but the truth is, i found someone...or should i say something better...it's called a private journal...it's handwritten, and what ever i write, i dont have to worry about being criticized, how many eprops i get, or who reads it...oh well bye!
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| since work is done for me monday, i am going to lemstone's in the mall to apply...i really hope i get it! pray for me please!
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| I have an odd feeling, that seems familiar though i know it's not at all
I have noticed something over and over but I never act on it
I realize the problem but I don't allow myself to believe it still exists
I have become desensitized to my actions and brush them off as acceptable
now to explain what I'm talking about...If you're not my friend and don't care...please just don't read this
...it's time that I stop doing any type of flirting with girls whom I have no intention of pursuing a relationship with
they take it the wrong way and actually become emotionally attached which is horrible
I've also let my morals be pushed around just for instant gratification which leaves me full of shame
the one girl I know can make me happy and i know a relationship between us would glorify God, is not ready for a relationship...so I shouldn't be either...I don't NEED a girl in my life as a companion at all times...
I hope maybe you've learned something from this and examine your own life...be open to the fact that none of us are perfect...but if something is dragging you down from maturing whether it be spiritually, mentally, or morally...I advise you look at it as I have and work on removing it from your life...it's obvious that it's something that doesn't help you.
-carl |
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| made my motherfather-ing day |
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| Oh Joy...I am so glad....not |
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